JAVI Marroquin has owned up to his mistakes with his ex Lauren Comeau, as he shared his concern that their relationship is "not repairable."

The Teen Mom 2 star and his baby mama split ways after rumors were circulating that he cheated with Kailyn Lowry, 29.

Javi, 28, opened up in an emotional Instagram post earlier today, as he admitted he has to "live with the hurt everyday" after his breakup with Lauren, 29.

"It’s not often that I have some serious time to sit down and reflect on my life," the reality star began.

"These last 2 years have been some hard years to get by. I wonder and question when I’ll ever get out of the season I’m in.

"Then I think ok, god put me here for a reason. a lot of you say I’m a good dad ( which I’m truly grateful and humbled) but am I good man for them to look up to?" he asked rhetorically.

Javi, who shares his son Lincoln, seven, with Kailyn, and his son Eli, two, with Lauren, explained how he is "present" with his children in their "activities."

The young father clarified how he "plays with them" and "puts them to bed" but was unsure if he is "setting an example of a man I want them to become."

"I can’t preach it without them seeing it…not often times do I talk about how I really feel and the constant reminders I battle day in and day out," he confessed.

Javi drove "three hours" to a beachy spot where he took the photo featured in the post, so he could "think about his life" and reflect on his choices.

"I had everything I wanted. Everything I dreamed of and I messed it up. The greatest person in my life I hurt..not sure if it’ll ever be repairable but I pray it is and one day it’ll go back to how it should’ve always been," the TV personality gushed.

"I live with that hurt everyday. Choose your hard and fight for it at all costs. Not really sure where I’m going with this but just be kind. Everyone is battling their own issues. 💙 #exodus14:14," the father of two closed.

Last year, Kailyn caused major drama when she claimed Javi tried to hook up with her in a parking lot while he was engaged to Lauren.

The Teen Mom was upset with her baby daddy for not completing his co-parenting responsibilities, as she ranted: “You’re going to treat me like this.

"Oh, is that why you tried to f*** me on Tuesday? In the Wawa parking lot, while your girlfriend is home with your son… just this past week."

After the allegations surfaced, heartbroken Lauren moved back to her home state of Maine with Eli before settling in Delaware.

Javi and Eli's mom have abandoned their relationship but have continued co-parenting amicably.

The MTV star recently gave fans a tour of his Delaware home, complete with a sprawling pool, giant water slide and basketball hoop.

The young father filmed his backyard while asking fans their decorating opinions.

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